WHAT IS MY PLAN

Sometimes I am in a very bad mood. I feel like my heart is gonna sink. Sometimes it actually does but then I think of the greater good. the great plan of life. What is life ? why are we all here? What is our purpose in the machine? and things like that cross my mind. 

    I do not speak much. and I do not participate in any thing that is in no connection with 'in what i believe'. You won't believe me but it's true. every word of it. I observe more and engage in a more productive activities. 

         After all this sometimes ..... or should I say most of the time I ecome tense. I don't konw why but I beome and say like that for a long time until there is something more to do or engage in. 

Sometimes this feeling goes nto late night. I think 'what is this?' 'Is it all true?'. 

I can't get rid of it until I start playing with my mind. and then it all stops.

It's not like that I don't have resources but it's like that. I use my resources to learn something, teach something New.

My plans unfold in a very weird manner. And now they are coming to the surface...

• Get a good reputation in society
• Earn a lot of money
• Make short films

Well! I think My plans keep on changing.. but whose plans don't? But these three are constant that have been and will be sticking to me for a long time.

That's it for today. 

Later